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Hadyn Novak, M.D. ([personal profile] unmaskedheart) wrote in [community profile] wickerpark2016-10-15 11:22 pm

[Elisha & Hadyn] Don't say goodbye, say goodnight

The years hadn't always been kind, but they were good enough. It started a while ago, he guessed, the swollen ankles and feet. He always chalked it up to just getting older. It came with the shortness of breath, and he felt light headed from time to time. He figured it was all just...getting older. And nothing ever came up during his physicals.

So he kept doing what he always did. He ran every morning, two miles, as he listened to NPR streaming on his phone. He came home, showered, kissed Elisha good morning and they shared breakfast. After coffee, and a few hard to deny suggestions of staying home...Hadyn would leave for the hospital. He had given up Emergency medicine, and just ran the pediatrics department at Laurie. It gave him more '9 to 5' hours, and let him enjoy his new found empty home, sharing it with Elisha.

But today was different. Today something was wrong. Hadyn made it half a mile into his run before he started gasping for air. His head felt as if it were spinning, and he limped his way home. It took him five minutes to get his front door open, and he stumbled into the house. He reached up to his chest, wincing and groaning.

"Elisha," he called out, hearing the man in the kitchen. "Elisha!" The next thing he knew, his legs and body seemed to give out.
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
He frowned when he heard the door open - Hadyn didn't run that fast anymore - and he'd already started for the door when he heard Hadyn call out. There was a panic in his voice that he hadn't heard since they had kids living at home, and he sped up his steps to get there faster. Something was wrong.

He didn't get there fast enough, though, and his eyes went wide as he saw his husband collapsed in the hall, not moving. "Hadyn," he said, his voice rising as he fell to his knees and shook the other man's shoulder. No response. He shook him again before he thought to check his breathing.

Then he reached into his pocket to dial 9-1-1.
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
It was, to be over dramatic about it (something, frankly, that he excelled at) like having the world come crashing around him. There'd been nothing he could do, either, except wait. And make calls.

The first to his aunt Jennifer, who was the one who did the most work with the medical endowments - because if his younger husband was going into cardiac arrest, he damn well was going to have the best cardiac specialists he could get. Then there were the kids. Izak and Sarah were easy to get a hold of, though calming them down once he told them what was up was more of a job. Ty was harder to get a hold of - since he wasn't allowed a cell phone at the Academy. But after several phone calls and finally adopting the commanding tone he'd learned at his father's knee - and promptly forgotten - he got the Academy superintendent on the phone, and convinced a man used to commanding the equivalent of college students that he was going to get Tyler Kagan on the phone immediately.

Then, of course, he had to talk Ty down from coming home too. Hadyn wasn't in immediate danger.

"Well, you always used to tell me such great things about the food at Northwestern," he said dryly. "I just have to try their special jello for myself."
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Elisha smiled a little as he fielded another text message from Izak. Izak was the most like Hadyn of their three, and in some ways the closest to him. He could sense the panic in the extremely technical questions his son was firing off.

Questions Elisha certainly couldn't answer, but he knew that wasn't the point.

"They did a few while you were...out," he said softly as he stood up to pour Hadyn a glass of water from the pitcher on the table. Hadyn had a private room because...well, obviously he did, and Elisha was going to give him a look if he made a single comment about Elisha throwing his money around. If there was a time for all of it to do any good, after all, it damn well should be now.

"They'll be waking you up early tomorrow for a blood test," he said as he helped Hadyn adjust the bed and handed him the water. "Then, I think, an echo. Dr. Oduwole said he'd be in after they're able to look at the results of those." Marcus Oduwole was the undisputed best cardiologist in Chicago, according to Aunt Jen, who knew these things. He'd called Elisha personally while Hadyn was still unconscious.
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
To be fair, Elisha was a panicked husband demanding the best. Oduwole had also reassured him - multiple times - that Hadyn wasn't in immediate danger, but he'd kept mum about everything else, telling Elisha that he wanted to wait and see what the tests showed.

"He seems nice," Elisha said. "I talked to him a bit tonight. He said there's no immediate danger." The fact that Elisha hadn't been so scared about Hadyn's health since...well, since Dominic Novak had tried to strangle the life out of him and the doctors at St. Joe's had made some pointed comments about Hadyn's weight, that was just adding to the stress.

"Izak and Sarah are flying in tomorrow morning," he said. "I delayed them as long as I can. "Ty's gotten leave from the Academy approved and he'll be coming in in the afternoon. So you should enjoy this while it lasts. We're going to be descended upon."
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Elisha wasn't a doctor, but his move back home to Chicago twenty some years before had been precipitated by his father's first heart attack. His father, he thought, who was now 85 and still at it. He clung to that knowledge as he sank down in the chair next to Hadyn's bed, and as Dr. Oduwole stepped out in the hall.

He could hear Sarah and Izak pacing in the hall, he thought. He hoped that the doctor would keep them outside yet, if only for a few minutes.

"Well," he said in a voice that was a bit raw and flat from shock - he would have expected this of himself, as the older of the two of them, not Hadyn. "Well, I think you're finally going to give up the cigarettes."
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)

"I think you ran smack into me and dumped coffee all over my shirt," Elisha said. "At least, that's how I remember it going."

He squeezed Hadyn's hand snd leaned forward to kiss him lightly. "I do love flattery, you know that," he said. "But let's not pretend I'm perfect because we're scared. You're going to be fine." If he had to finance any potential treatments himself, Hadyn would be fine. "We'll both live to an even older age and continue to gross out the kids well into their adulthood. I can't possibly do that on my own."

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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
He was still frequently keeping Elisha from pizza, he thought, but that was neither here nor there.

As for the kids, though, Elisha raised his eyebrows and looked towards the door. Izak and Sarah were likely to storm the gates if they were left in the hall much longer - they'd raised children who weren't afraid of being assertive in pursuit of what they wanted. Still, if you couldn't benevolently manipulate your children, what reason was there to keep on going?

None, obviously.

He opened the door. "We are dying..." He began, and paused significantly. "To get some rest. So you two are going to go out to O'Hare to pick up your brother." He tossed the keys to Izak. "Don't wreck my car."
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-16 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"He could take the train, too, but its not going to happen," Elisha said dryly as he came back in the room. "Also, I should warn you now that our princess is carrying a bag that I'm fairly sure retails higher than any piece of artwork I've ever sold, so brace yourself. No palpitations allowed."

He eyed Hadyn for a moment before crossing the room to join him. "Izak will immediately become an expert. Just as you would, if it was me attached to the IV pole. Sarah, I think, is already bracing herself for the worst." She had a streak in her, Elisha thought, that reminded him of Jordan - even though there was no blood between them. As for Ty...

Well, their youngest had always had what his daddy called a stiff upper lip. Like his own mother, honestly. Hadyn was probably right there.

"We do what you would tell any patient to do," he said, reaching out to squeeze Hadyn's hand. "We listen to the doctor. We decide on what the best thing to do is. And we take each day as it comes." Because Hadyn would be fine, he told himself. Any other option simply wasn't allowed.
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-17 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
It was less practicality and more unnecessary frugality - but that was an argument they'd had throughout the twins' teenage year. It certainly wasn't something they were going to get in now.

He also wasn't going to get into the fact that his optimism...was mostly on the surface.

"You should do that resting I told the kids you were going to do," he said gently. "It won't be long until our interrogators are back. And...your brother. He's on a plane back from L.A. It's going to be busy the rest of the day."
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[personal profile] artificialpalette 2016-10-17 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
"I know." He was terrified. When - eventually - he did go home, the night would be spent maintaining the façade of optimism for the children, for Hadyn's brother, and for Greg when Greg emerged.

And he knew he had to keep it up for Hadyn, too. This was the closest he'd seen his husband to giving up in...in years now. It'd been a long time since he'd had to be strong this way.

"Get some sleep," he said. "I'll be here."

Some time later, when he heard the hushed sound of his children's voices outside, he looked over at Hadyn; he hadn't stirred and there, was, he thought, no reason to wake him for this.

He closed the door silently behind him as he stepped outside to speak to their family.