Gaƫl Shaw, Jr. (
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He rather hated fittings. They were usually uncomfortable, and consumed with needles and standing still and just....annoyance. And then, currently, he was also uncomfortable with the questioning look Phillip Durand was giving him as to the bruises that littered his torso. Luckily the man didn't actually comment on it, and the fitting went on without much worry. Even if it was utterly boring, and Phillip kept sniping at him to stand still. Christ, it was a body suit with fur on it, just why did it take so long?
"Darling, might I change back into my clothing now?" He asked leaning down to peek at Phillip. "Pretty please, darling? I don't want to embarrass myself with, well..you know. And you are right there, and just imagine how uncomfortable we'll both be."
He smiled gleefully as Phillip grumbled at him and waved him off. Skipping away from the man, he moved to find his clothing before he started trying untangle the costume and slip his own clothing back on, all the while singing softly to himself. If he was quick, he thought, he might catch up to Carlos before the man disappeared in the company of Tyler Kagan for the night- and five beers in.
"Darling, might I change back into my clothing now?" He asked leaning down to peek at Phillip. "Pretty please, darling? I don't want to embarrass myself with, well..you know. And you are right there, and just imagine how uncomfortable we'll both be."
He smiled gleefully as Phillip grumbled at him and waved him off. Skipping away from the man, he moved to find his clothing before he started trying untangle the costume and slip his own clothing back on, all the while singing softly to himself. If he was quick, he thought, he might catch up to Carlos before the man disappeared in the company of Tyler Kagan for the night- and five beers in.
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It had been a few days since he'd seen Gael, he thought, which is why he'd come looking. In fact, it had been since he'd watched Gael disappear from Mooseknuckle in the company of Ty's best friend Carlos. Of course he was jumping to conclusions, but - probably best not to do so verbally, and immediately.
"What the fuck are those?"
Ah yes. Much better.
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"Bruises?" He asked, lowering his shirt down all the way and turning to look at Ollie. "They happen from time to time, and I just bruise so easily. Man, what I wouldn't give to be able to tan and not show bruises so clearly, you know."
Well, if nothing else distraction was a useful tool, he thought as he smiled at Ollie. "And sure, karaoke is fine. I....." He smiled a little more, thinking back to Carlos' promise before he lifted his brows a moment. "I might have a standing challenge that was issued with Carlos Sanchez. So, I could go with it."
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Not what he thought of as Gael's usual type. Not to mention those bruises and the even more faded ones on his arms weren't the kind that were acquired by accident. The ones on his arms looked like rope - certainly Ollie had seen that before - and the ones on his chest? Well, Ollie didn't have personal experience, but he'd lay money on some kind of...whip.
"And are those from Carlos too?" He asked carefully.
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"We both discovered we have a mutual like. We took advantage of that. This..." He gestured down his now clothed torso, looking down before fixing his eyes firmly on Ollie. "This is the result. I assure you, he would have stopped if I told him. We didn't just rush into it." Mostly. With his usual patron there had been a long discussion about what was allowed, what wasn't allowed. For one, he never referred to his Dom by his name- the man was married to a beautiful woman, had three kids. There was, really, nothing sexual about what they did beyond the fact that both found it satisfying and fulfilling. It was also mutually agreed that aftercare was something that Gael preferred to do on his own, away from his Dom.
His play with Carlos, though, it had definitely been sexual, and precisely what they had both wanted. It eased a need in Gael that he rarely admitted to others in needing, even if he was (somewhat) aware that the reason he craved it was not for the best of reasons.
"Don't be upset, Love. It...was never something I could ask from you. Never something you could have given me to the level I wanted it."
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Of course, that was in part because of Gael, too. Ollie recognized in Gael someone who he could have fallen in love with, but Gael also refused to get involved in relationships, so their feelings had not gotten as engaged as they could have. He'd only explained why he wouldn't date in the vaguest of ways, and Ollie had always been doubtful it had been about Claire.
"...Probably not," he finally said, though, in reply to what Gael was saying. He liked power play, and he loved their games together, but it wasn't in him to hurt his lovers, no matter how much they might want it. "Is that going to interfere with your alternate revenue stream?" He asked, though, gesturing back at Gael.
They didn't discuss it outright, but Ollie knew what Gael made as an actor, and he knew what the likely way was that he made up the difference in the rent, too. Ollie was in much better shape; as a director, he made considerably more than the musicians and actors did. Not enough to not live in Player's Quarter, but enough that he never had to worry about the rent.
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"How are things going with your Club problem, anyway?" He asked, coming up to Gael and pressing his lips to the other man's cheek. "You know, I could call him off. Or just send Carlos back with his tail between his legs. If you wanted. I don't know how committed you are to torturing Hadyn Novak by seducing his son."
But he rather did hope Ollie didn't want him to give up Carlos. He was a bit more fun than he'd even care to admit- well, the sex was, anyway.
Reaching up, he smiled as he ran his fingers across Ollie's cheek, trying to sooth away the displeased expression on the man's face. "Come on," he said softly, "don't be upset. You're still my hero, you know. My knight in Diamond armor." He...suspected he even loved Ollie, in a manner. In as much as his heart could let him love another. "How can I make that frown go away?"
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He wasn't sure how committed to torturing Hadyn, either. Probably because he was starting to like Ty Kagan as a person now - and it made it harder to think of him as a part of a vendetta. "I think he's losing interest," he said a bit dryly. "I may have overplayed the hard to get game." It had been a while since he'd played it at all, after all. He deliberately kept relations casual with everyone on the Deck, and only Gael had wormed his way in.
He tilted his head at Gael and smiled a bit. "So there's no need to give up your Carlos, darling. Especially when you look so excited about seducing him tonight. You should do Want to Want Me. There's a song that will get his attention from the get-go." Not that he expected Gael to ever have a problem with that.
He quirked a brow up, though, smirking a bit. "How am I at all your hero?" He asked. "You've been there for me more than I've ever been for you." And god knows he hadn't arrived in the Deck anyone's idea of a hero. No matter, he thought, that that was exactly the burial he'd had back in the Outside world.
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As Tyler losing interest, Gael quirked a brow a little looking over Ollie's features carefully. He could tell there was more to it than just a vendetta, and he suspected Ollie's heart didn't have it in him to really hurt someone that was becoming a friend at the very least. And Tyler Kagan was an easy sort of man to be friends with.
"Love, I don't think I need to hit the nail on the head too much, where is the fun in that? Besides, I know he wants me- I've sort of known for a long time. Beside the point, though. Look- you don't have to keep going, if you don't want to. Or if things have changed- but you should figure it out before you let him flirt with you more. He's a smart guy, it is a blessing and a curse." It also meant that Ollie could have underestimated Ty just a little, or overestimated how hard someone was willing to fight for attention from someone they barely knew.
"Honestly? You have to ask?" Gael covered his face with his hand, giving a forlorn sigh as he fell against Ollie dramatically. "How quickly you forgot your heroic deeds, why...I don't know how to deal with this at all. Ollie...." He said, before sobering up at looking at the other man plainly. "You're a hero for just being a friend. Do you really need more? I admire you- even when you're being an idiot."
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"I'm just saying, if you want a certain reaction, there's nothing wrong with being obvious." Advice he himself could take, really, but the problem there was that he didn't really know what reaction he wanted from Ty. He wanted him, certainly. But he wasn't exactly sure why Ty wanted him. He'd probably underestimated him, and overestimated his own appeal - that much was true. "I feel like a fucking teenager," he muttered. "It's depressing enough to almost make me want to get wasted, also like a fucking teenager." It had been that long since he'd gotten drunk off his ass.
He did give Gael a skeptical look. "I think you underestimate yourself, love," he said just as plainly. "Being friends with you isn't heroism." And he didn't know that there was much of him to admire, but that was just starting the evening off in a very dark place. "Come on," he said instead. "If you're really cute tonight, I might even sing with you."
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"Mm, yes. If I want a reaction." He could have thrown that back at Ollie so easily he thought, but he held his tongue. Instead they both turned to move out of the room and toward the side doors in the theatre. "Darling- has no one ever explained that we never stop acting like teenagers- we just develop a different sort of flair. Same drama- different ages. Instead of girlfriends cheating on boyfriends, it is wives cheating on husbands. I think getting wasted to avoid facing your own emotions is perfectly fine still."
As for Ollie's believe- well, Gael didn't push it. He had soothed away enough nightmares in the time he had known Ollie, and he knew things haunted the man still. But...he wished Ollie could see what others saw. Or at least, what he saw. "Babe, I'm always cute. What song do you want to sing?"
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"Well, God knows it's an enduring coping strategy." One he avoided generally for reasons he hadn't even shared with Gael. He doubted that, even tonight, he'd go as far as wasted, but he might get more drunk than usual. And he wasn't even going to touch that knowing look Gael had given him about reactions. Perhaps they'd spent too much time together, he thought. Gael didn't even have to say a word anymore.
"I don't know how you deal with all that unbearable adorableness," he said though, as he pushed his hands into the pockets of his jeans. Some demons couldn't just be soothed away, no matter how determined the friend. Ollie knew well enough that some people admired who he appeared to be, but it wasn't as if most of them really knew him. "Something Kesha, maybe. Like Blow. That one's always fun."
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Though really, that did leave him with one thing to consider as he reached out to stop Ollie for a moment. "If we are going Blow- I am not dressed right. I should at least have a wig, don't you think? I mean, really- I have to be more....Kesha like. It would be like singing Lady Gaga with being weird." He said, laughing as he glanced about. Honestly, he didn't think they even had any wigs like that but it could have been a lot of fun.
"Do you think we should do Blow, or maybe We Are Who We Are." He said, "or maybe Blah Blah Blah. Oh- you know, how good are you at rapping? Because she did do a duet with Pitbull." It was probably a crime just how much he knew about Kesha. But then, Gael liked fun music= it was easier to dance to in a club and easier to sing along to really.
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He tilted his head, though. "I brought my bike," he said. "If we want to raid our closets." They were approximately the same height and weight, which, Ollie often thought, was at least a quarter of the reason they'd initially made friends. What better way to maximize one's wardrobe.
Later, he'd remember how close he'd been to diving into depression again, and how fast Gael had been to distract him from it. "I have a long blond wig at home," he said. "Don't ask why."
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"By time we are dressed, I'm sure we can decide on a sound or five." Because really, Gael enjoyed making a fool of himself on any stage. "Though, really, I think you just want me on your bike with a wig and heels to turn heads." Because he would.
Which- wait. "Should I shave my legs? I should probably shave my legs." It would look better that way with stockings and heels.
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"Well, darling, can you blame me?" Because Gael in a long blond wig, tearing through the Players' Quarter and into the Club District? Everyone alive would look. As for the legs, Ollie looked Gael up and down. "The stockings itch otherwise. You know that." His eyes rose back up to Gael's own just in time to catch a grave sort of look before Gael hid it the way he was good at.
"I'm going to be fine, you know," he said gently. "Just had something of an afternoon. Between Kesha and a shot of tequila, I'll be okay."
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"You know, you are right. I don't expect you to shave, of course. If anyone is going to be the Lady, it should certainly be me. I have the hourglass shape, and the legs- my legs are just fantastic." He said, running his other hand through his hair. "You'll have to help with a bit of makeup, though. I'm not just I have enough glitter to do Kesha justice, and I must give a Queen her due- don't you think?"
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"Oh no, but I will still be sexier than Pitbull has ever been. But you're right about your legs. They're fabulous, cheri." Truly, if there was any sign that you might have slept with Gael Shaw too many times, it was undoubtedly the moment when French endearments slipped off your tongue. "And we Diamonds always have glitter. They issue it to us on a quarterly basis, along with any updates to the etiquette rules." He patted Gael on the shoulder and looped his arm around his neck. "Don't worry, you'll be so glittery that Kesha herself would be jealous."
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"Bon, cheri, bon. I do love a man who realizes how amazing I am, and has glitter for me. Now, get me home or lose me forever....or however that line goes." He said, leaning into Ollie as they finally made it outside. The day was growing long, but Gael wasn't in a big hurry. "Come on, love, lets go..."
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Ollie smirked, though, as he climbed on his bike and handed Gael the helmet so he could climb on behind him. It wasn't as if karaoke night at Mooseknuckle ended early, he though as he kicked the engine into gear and they tore off towards their apartments.
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They tore off toward their apartments, winding down the roads quickly as Gael hugged Ollie tightly in order to not fall. Admittedly, he was not a big fan of the bike, but he trusted Ollie to not kill him. As soon as they were parked, he bounced off the bike and turned back to Ollie as he held out the helmet.
"Well, the lucky thing about waxing is that it is probably faster. Also, I like to keep it all neat and trimmed, so no real prep work needed." He said, smiling. "I am boring your shower first. Do you have tights? Or do I need to go get some?"
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He slid off the bike, letting the helmet dangle from one hand. "I do not, in fact, currently, have tights, so you'd better bring your own, darling." He knew well enough by now that unless it was an emergency - normally the emergency of his own nightmares - Gael preferred he not rummage around in his apartment. "But then the shower's all yours."
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He could modify it. get rid of the hat in favor of the wig. Not using the red top, and using glitter to help it. He should wax most of his body to get any random hairs, but that should all work. And he had heels to go with it.
Smirking, he grabbed the clothing and packed up a few other items before heading down to Ollie's apartment. Pushing into the door, he sighed dramatically. "Darling, you really have to tell me what you plan to wear. I think I might over dress if I'm not careful."
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"Well, love, it's not as if I could outshine you in my wildest dreams." Red silk shirt, apparently, though, he thought, pulling it out of the closet and tossing it on the bed. With....hm. "Silver or gold glitter, darling?" Because somehow he'd become the kind of man who'd acquired glitter coated denim in both shades, and somehow he expected that might be Gael's fault too.
"Isn't there a hat that goes with that?" He asked as Gael tossed his own outfit on his comforter. "And you realize you're nearly going to be as tall as Sanchez in those shoes?"
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Gael shucked off the rest of his clothing, before checking himself off. In generally he kept his body hair trimmed and tamed- if only because he was admittedly a little vain.
Well, it was long enough to wax, and not too out of control. "Hey, you have the wax right? Because I think they'd object to me showing up naked asking for it." He said before turning to get in the shower.
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"Wax is under the sink," he called out, though. "Right door. Oh, and you'd better close the door all the way. Banner's into hair removal." Mostly Banner was into Gael, and most other people he'd ever met in his life. But especially Gael.
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"Hey," he said, poking his head out. "I am going to need you to check my back side. Also- should I wax the pits? I'm considering going just....completely hairless. That seems like a viable option." He said, smirking a little.
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Banner stayed put, but only because of the look Ollie gave him. He might not use that squadron commander face on anyone but his dog these days but at least, he thought, it still worked. On a dog.
"You might as well go all out," he said as he slathered wax on the patches still left on Gael's back. "Besides, the lingerie's going to look better that way, as you aren't a psycho trans nun after all."
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"I look hot, maybe I should just....always do this. Who needs pubes anyway." He wasn't entirely sure that the point of them was, other that to hide things. "Smooth as a baby's butt, as they say. I am definitely getting laid tonight. Come one, lets go. I need to get into my clothing before Banner looses his mind and can't hold it in anymore."
And then- they needed to do makeup, because those bruises across his abdomen seemed to glow brightly against his pale skin. Maybe he'd leave them visible, and just claim it was makeup for effect. Mm.
"Come on," he said, finally pushing out of the bathroom and turning to the dog to share some love before going to find his clothes. It was probably better to just not waste too much more time.
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And going out would probably be good for him - more than Gael. It was, after all, why he'd burst in with the suggestion in the first place. He knew his moods, and knew the ones it was best not to leave alone in the dark to wallow.
"Hardly anything stops you from getting laid," he said. "But I have to admit you're extra irresistible like this." He gave Gael a more than admiring look before he picked up his shirt and slipped into it, buttoning it most of if not all the way.
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But after that he stood up right and did a little turn for Ollie's enjoyment. A bulky pearl necklace choker and very vivid red makeup later he was carefully putting on a blond wig.
"How do I look? I didn't go...over board did I> I feel I might over over done it."
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He grinned though. "You can only overdo it when doing Kesha. Her Majesty would accept nothing less." They definitely weren't taking the bike with Gael in that, though. Which was just as well, if Ollie was going to drink - he'd feel compelled at the end of the night to leave it at Mooseknuckle, and then he'd have to pick it up in the morning. "As it is, darling, she'd want to steal your whole look."
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"Oh, of that I am sure. Now come on... lets go. I need to wow the world before I disappear into the night." He said, smirking as he slipped on the heels and pulled his coat...cloak...whatever someone wanted to call it over his shoulders. "I plan to bring the house down tonight."